Tuesday, September 27, 2022

A Right of Passage

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Once again, I have chosen to write a short story instead of my typical rhyming verse.

The Scar

The walls were made of concrete block painted in an institutional mint green.  I remember it well.  I was standing in line in the hallway of my elementary school.  I was wearing a pleated skirt, a button-up blouse with a peter pan collar, rolled down white bobby socks and a pair of Buster Brown shoes.  I had a short pixie haircut.  It was in the mid-1960’s.  Standing on that black and white tile floor in anticipation of what was to come, I was seeing the children before me with their sleeves rolled up and the winces on their faces.  It was smallpox vaccination day.  No parents were there; no hands were held.  Everyone at school that day was being vaccinated. It was a different time, no doubt about it.  It was like no other shot any of us had ever received before.  They actual shot was given with what looked like a “gun” with a trigger.  It injected us with multiple needles, and the wound was immediately covered with a gauze bandage taped to our arm.  I don’t remember it being too painful.  I don’t remember children crying or resisting the process.  It was just expected of us to stand in line quietly awaiting our turn while watching the person in front of us go first. I guess there is safety in numbers as the saying goes.  Afterwards, we returned to our classroom as if nothing had happened.  We would go on with our day of reading, writing and arithmetic, recess and a bus ride home.

The site of the vaccine would develop into a red itchy bump. We were continuously reminded not to scratch it.  The wound after a week became a puffy, pus-filled blister and began to drain.  In the second week it began to dry up and form a scab.  The third week the scab would eventually fall off.  It was a right-of-passage.  A permanent scar would forever be embedded on my left upper arm along with everyone else who is now over 40 years of age.  Literally everyone had it at the same time, so it was not considered such an extraordinary event.  We did it together, like a school assignment.  

Now after researching the smallpox vaccine, I have found that it is given with a bifurated needle (two-pronged) that actually does not puncture the skin into the subcutaneous tissue like most shots do.  It instead pricks the skin’s dermis only.  The needle is designed to prick the skin 15 times in a few seconds which creates the sore spot and maybe one or two drops of blood.

In this unprecedented time of Covid and now Monkeypox threatening our world, it does bring back these memories of a simpler time.  A time when all the elementary school children were lined up in the hall and inoculated. The memories flood back of those elementary school days, and I remember standing every morning with our hand over our hearts to say the Pledge of Allegiance to the flag.  A flag hung in every classroom.  It was a safe place.  There was no fear of violence against us except for the fact that corporal punishment was allowed.  On occasion, we could hear the sound of a “paddling” echoing down the hall.  The student had to bend over and grab their ankles, and the principal delivered 3 strikes to the buttocks with his wooden paddle.  This was the discipline of the times. 

Lunchtime was a welcomed event.  The lunchroom was a boisterous place, but if it got too loud a monitor would blow the whistle, and everyone would have to remain silent.  With a little extra lunch money, ice cream could be purchased for dessert.  The Mayfield ice cream was packaged in small plastic containers with a cardboard pull-away lid with a flat wooden “spoon”.  Everyone wanted that, but first we had to eat the mystery meat, vegetables and fruit on our plates, or whatever I brought in my red plaid metal lunchbox.  

The much-anticipated playground time for us girls was a spot of dirt next to the brick wall where the grass was worn away by the turning of the jump rope.  A person on each end continuously turned the rope while we had to learn to “run in” and jump to a jump rope rhyming chant called out by the other girls. Some of the old favorites were: “Cinderella”, “Miss Mary Mack” and “Teddy Bear, Teddy Bear”.  Of course, there were monkey bars, a slide and swings at the jungle gym, but nothing fancy like today’s playsets. There was a game of kickball going on periodically. On the occasion that the weather was bad, we would go to the gymnasium for recess.  Those highly polished basketball courts were slippery in our slick-soled patent leather shoes and made it challenging to play dodgeball.  I do recall receiving my first PF Flyers athletic sneakers, but mostly I remember those red dodge balls gave quite a sting when they hit my skin. Four square and hopscotch were other popular games we played inside or outside during recess, and possibly my favorite game of all was Four Square. 

Besides making it to the fourth Square, one of the highlights of the day was being chosen by the teacher to take the chalkboard erasers outside to clean them.  Gathering up all of them, a student was allowed to clap them together or against the brick on the building which usually produced a big white cloud of chalk!  Another coveted role was given in the sixth grade.  Certain students, considered responsible, were chosen to be safety patrols leaders.  Their job was to help with carpool lines and assist in getting younger students out of the cars and safely to their classroom.  I was fortunate enough to be chosen, and I wore the bright yellow safety patrol sash proudly.

There were no electronics, no computers, no social media.  There were very few distractions.  We were elated to have the privilege to check out a library book from the school library.  Yes.  We had televisions.  Walter Cronkite was on every evening, but that was about the only source of news, with the exception of the newspaper.  The news was not in real time, although on occasion the regular scheduled programming would be interrupted for a national event.  I remember the funerals of both Martin Luther King and John F. Kennedy being shown on our television as they were happening.  The greatest form of communication was the telephone.  Of course, it was corded and connected to the wall, so no calls were made or received unless you were home.  I remember my grandmother had a party-line which is when two or more families share the same phone number.  Sometimes when I picked up her phone to call out, someone was already talking on the line.  I was taught to hang up quickly and never eaves drop on someone else’s call.

This was a time when a year seemed like forever.  Now, at 62, years fly by in a flash. Where did my 20’s, 30’s, 40’s and 50’s go?  As I grow older, I can remember specific memories more clearly from long ago.  The world has changed so much since I was a girl.  Technological advancements have made the world so much smaller.  While so much has changed, so much has remained the same.  For example, the eradication of smallpox was successful, but pandemics still are not a thing of the past. We are always evolving, always changing, but it is nice sometimes to remember the “good old days” in elementary school when life was simpler.

Tammy Harvey

8/15/2022



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